Tuesday, December 14, 2010

My Life is complete

Friday, December 10th 11:45am my water broke and i was driven to the hospital.  Even though I had had some false alarms I knew that it was the day.  I got to the hospital after calling my doctor's office to let them know and when i got the there they put me in a room right away.  It wasn't too nerve racking for the exception of when i was sure the epideral wasn't completely working.  I could still feel lots of sensation on my left leg.  I was terrified that i was going to be in alot of pain and there was nothing i could do.  All of a sudden the Doctor came in to check on me and said, ok it's time for you to push even though moments before the nurse had said I was at 8 cm and I still had a little bit more to go.  When the Doctor came in and said that it felt so unreal.  Could it really be happening that fast?  Within the hour (or if felt that quick) the nurse said i needed to stop pushing and she needed to get the doctor.  He came in and i pushed a couple more times and he asked me to stop and Emma just slipped out like nothing.  He had to help her shoulder but that was it.  I even had to ask if she was out because i wasn't sure.  Emma is so beautiful.  She looks exactly like Cailtin.  They are both so perfect.  I can't believe i helped make two of the most beautiful girls on earth.

David was great.  He was by my side even though he was so nervous.  I could see him sweat and his hands were like ices cubes.  I know that the delivery of both our girls were such a hard time for him but he was great!  I'm not sure when he found the time to get me a present from Emma but he did.  I got a charm for my bracklet that i will cherish with all my heart. 

I have the most wonderful husband and two beautiful daughters, how could i be more blessed.  My life is perfect.